only sigh that i can do

only sigh. one sigh can describe how the sadness and frust taking over me. only one single sigh. only for those who known me very very well. one sigh can describe different meaning. 


as for me. even though i'm tired for camping or so what ever. tired? why should i feel so sleepy? even though tired why a girl like me wake up at 1 o'clock? why a girl like me should cry just for a small matter? why a girl like me sometimes she's not in a good mood? why a girl like me always says that i'm easy to get bored?


well, unfortunately i love camping. why? thats the time that people around me far away from me. why? i've got problem. why? like i said before, i live on earth not just to pleased you. but, every time i woke up, problem there  everywhere. 


sometimes i cried. sometimes i laugh. sometimes i laugh o smile, doesn't mean that i'm having a great day. but, to cut the story short. a smile means a thousands of meaning. smile, when you really wanna smile. but for me, a smile just to cover up that i'm having problem. 


i chill o i hang out, one or two of my friends always said the same thing ' pahal ko termenung?'


just a few days i'm reached home, there's the problem in front of my face. i hate fighting. it seems so stupid. i cried my tears won't change anything. i realize it. but, all i can do is cried. all i can do is let the tears drop. 


i hate my life. every time i woke up. there's problem. even though i'm trying to have fun, but problem follows me everywhere. 


ONLY A SIGH AND TEARS THAT ONLY THING THAT I CAN DO =,=

THE END