today 4/12/2010

WHAT THE FUCKING DAY for me. haih -___________- fight fight. 


i say something to him and the meaning is so so deeply meaningful. i tears cannot drop anymore. hehe. the tears are finished after a few days crying like what. haha.


my father tell us something. he n my mom said ' mun mekorg jmpa anak ya, kluar KICAP anak ya. mekorg sggup tetak o bunoh anak ya. mekorg dha tua. mhabiskan masa d penjara pun no hal bha. nok kesan nya takorg. ' haih =.= 


i have no idea. what they say to us is the truth. the main fault is us. 


if it's not from us known the guy, it wouldn't be like this. 


how ashamed i am when the guy said bad things but me n my family. my heart crushed and never be healed. i know because this is the 2nd time the guy said something but me n my family. my heart still doesn't heal and this shit came into my face again. i cried no use. no tears can change that. only regret that i possible to do.


when my frens help me n my family, how ashamed i am to them. i just ashamed and it feels awkward when my frens help me that way. and my sayang n fathur. help me. i just say thanks to them. 


even though i never said to you guys this. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH. what we went for together is unforgettable. 


PIJIE N FATHUR. thanks sgat2. :)) for pijie, i love you. fathur, syang ajak sbg  MY BEST BIG BROTHER. :) hehe